Updates...

I am now working at pizza de france. Working hours are long and pay is less but work is not that busy.. Tired only because of long working hours. Have decided to work after higher nitec and proceed to pursue CAT and ACCA. Sudden change of mind cos i am old already.. Who is going to support me if i study in local poly? Listen to kai's words and decided to put in 100% effort in my future work and not studies. Taking class 3 license now. Currently just knock off. Tired...

It's been since a long time i blogged... Don't know what to update also... I only remember some things i done after endurance challenge.... I went to NDP NE show. Over-strain my muscles during gym training on mon... Been quite slack with school work.. Aiya... don't know what to update... OUT...

Went to Eva's uncle shop to fix my PC yesterday.... It's Fix... No more of my uncle stupid laptop.... Today wake up early to help my mum to prepare for praying. Went to take a super long nap... Went to cut my hair and collect PC... Going for Endurance challenge this sun.... Woohooo... Back to my GT Avalanche again....

Oh well, just some updates about me.... Studies is going on fine now but i have resign from work and now jobless... Will seek for a job sometime later.... Currently having holiday and now transfer some files to back-up thumb drive... Didn't know that someone is still viewing my blog till now... Thought no one will bother about my blog liao... Haha... Will update again...

It has been ages since i blogged.... Some updates... I have quit the job in bank before the contract ends as it's too stressful.... And i went back to cold storage for a while... I quitted also... I am a Mcdelivery rider now... Erm, about studies is that i didn't get into poly... I went to Higher Nitec in Accounting and tomorrow is my 1st day of school.. I was norminated for course medalist. This coming wednesday is my interview. Erm, that's all... I got to go and sleep early already. Update again...

This post I am having here is for MR ASPHARR CHIU YU XIAN. Please read it till the end as there will be a important information below. This is a reply to Mr Chiu's POST in his blog.

If you want to ask me to think. Please THINK YOURSELF 1ST.

YOU BORROW MY THUMBDRIVE FROM ME AND YOUR PROMISE ME TO RETURN TO ME THE NEXT DAY. NOW IS HOW MANY DAYS ALREADY????? MORE THAN 2 WEEKS. PROMISE ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN????? YOU NEED ME TO CHASE YOU FOR A FEW TIMES FOR THE THUMBDRIVE???? IS THIS THE RIGHT THING TO DO WHEN YOU BORROW THINGS FROM PEOPLE?????

I had enough of your ATTITUTE. Have you go and think why nowadays TREVENA never call you???? I warned you before about your ATTITUTE. But did you change?????? So how is the feeling of people showing ATTITUTE to you???????? Do you really treat me as your BROTHER????

Thirdly. I had enough of your LIES...... I am going to call you a LIAR from now on. You said you have no MONEY to be BANKER to play BLACKJACK with us during CNY. But what did your father said. He said he just give you a BIG ANG BOW. For the BROTHERS GENTING TRIP. You said that you save up all the money for this TRIP YOURSELF. But your mother told us that SHE GAVE YOU RIGGIT AND YOU SILL COME BACK TO CHANGE TO SINGAPORE DOLLARS...... One fine day, i ask for cigarette from you and you told me you don't have. But when we slack behind 644. I took a pack of cigarette out and you immediately ask me did i take from your drawer???? WHAT THIS SHOWS???? Eva was laughing in her HEART at that time because this is a trap i planned to show her.

What did you say when you meet Klaris for the 1st time????? And what did you do when you see JUDY for the 1st time. WHY DO YOU NEED TO KEEP LOOKING AT HER AND WHEN I LOOK AT YOU, YOU TURNED AWAY????? JUDY AND XIU XIU ALSO REALISE THIS AND I AM INFORMED BY THEM.

Last but now least. I blogged here and i will sms you to come and read this. I WON'T BE LIKE SOME PEOPLE WHO BLOGGED AND JUST LEAVE IT THERE.=BACKSTABBING. And this will be the last sms i sent to you. I don't need a friend or BROTHER who lies or BREAK PROMISE like NOBODY BUSINESS.... THIS ISN'T AN EXCUSE. I WILL DELETED YOUR NUMBER AND FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. I WON'T GIVE IT A DAMM TO YOU NOW........

FROM THIS MOMENT, I AM NO LONGER RELATED TO MR ASPHARR CHIU YU XIAN.

Quietly, quietly see the way you are sleeping.
Please believe me that this is the hardest decision in my life.
If I never say I will leave you one day.
You keep thinking that I will be still yours.

I left you with this last letter.
From now on, I must start to think for myself.
Everything that I have sacrificed, I never say it's a waste.
The me now have a clam heart.

I love you although I have given up,
Sadness must stop,
Hearts parted,
It cannot be made clear with just one sentence.

If it's not you that doesn't know how to treasure,
it wouldn't be this kind of ending.
I really never blame you because
This is my own decision.


A person must walk how far.
must come across how many injuries then will be tired.
What kind of place is home?
Stayed behind because of who?
A person must think for how long?
must go through how many mistakes then will know.
Never let tears roll down easily again,
Never easily say this lifetime no regrets, Oath to do with my life,
Given up everything because of who?
I am not myself anymore.

Don't ask me about my injuries and pain.
Don't ask whether my heart is bleeding.
Don't ask whether my heart is broken.
Don't ask whether am I drunk.

Don't ask me about my plight and sadness.
Don't ask whether wondering in the streets are tiring.
Don't ask whether I still have tears.
Don't ask whether my dreams are correct.
And also don't ask me would I follow my dreams.

I have worked in Tampines for a week. It's was stressful in the sense that we have to clear every cheques in that day itself. But at least better than working in the law firm because i don't have to think anything about work after i knock off. Some unhappy stuffs happened on Christmas Eve. All i can say is Be Strong. Take it as a learning experience and don't blame anyone for it including yourself. Went out on New Year Eve with some brothers. Went to old supreme court building to watch fireworks. After which, some went home and the rest went to changi to have supper. After supper and we made our way home. Reached home around 5am. Just now woke up, have lunch and had a good chat with Judy on the phone and here i am blogging. Don't know what to do and where to go later. My life seems to be empty after i made everything clear to her. I am LOST..... I am trying hard to forget her... Anyway, Happy New Year everyone. OUT.