Quietly, quietly see the way you are sleeping.
Please believe me that this is the hardest decision in my life.
If I never say I will leave you one day.
You keep thinking that I will be still yours.

I left you with this last letter.
From now on, I must start to think for myself.
Everything that I have sacrificed, I never say it's a waste.
The me now have a clam heart.

I love you although I have given up,
Sadness must stop,
Hearts parted,
It cannot be made clear with just one sentence.

If it's not you that doesn't know how to treasure,
it wouldn't be this kind of ending.
I really never blame you because
This is my own decision.


A person must walk how far.
must come across how many injuries then will be tired.
What kind of place is home?
Stayed behind because of who?
A person must think for how long?
must go through how many mistakes then will know.
Never let tears roll down easily again,
Never easily say this lifetime no regrets, Oath to do with my life,
Given up everything because of who?
I am not myself anymore.

Don't ask me about my injuries and pain.
Don't ask whether my heart is bleeding.
Don't ask whether my heart is broken.
Don't ask whether am I drunk.

Don't ask me about my plight and sadness.
Don't ask whether wondering in the streets are tiring.
Don't ask whether I still have tears.
Don't ask whether my dreams are correct.
And also don't ask me would I follow my dreams.

I have worked in Tampines for a week. It's was stressful in the sense that we have to clear every cheques in that day itself. But at least better than working in the law firm because i don't have to think anything about work after i knock off. Some unhappy stuffs happened on Christmas Eve. All i can say is Be Strong. Take it as a learning experience and don't blame anyone for it including yourself. Went out on New Year Eve with some brothers. Went to old supreme court building to watch fireworks. After which, some went home and the rest went to changi to have supper. After supper and we made our way home. Reached home around 5am. Just now woke up, have lunch and had a good chat with Judy on the phone and here i am blogging. Don't know what to do and where to go later. My life seems to be empty after i made everything clear to her. I am LOST..... I am trying hard to forget her... Anyway, Happy New Year everyone. OUT.